dreams are where I laugh with dead friends, steal their bliss
drown the soul in perfume, glitter
and a lie
turn this weirdness off, even temporarily
want to think some normal thoughts
if only momentarily
lily pads and broken dreams
sunlight baths with drowning screams
stopwatch in the thought machine timing meltdowns to go unseen
scissor the flesh apart
peeling my layers off
grinding the bone away
stitching a dolls bruised face
beauty comes at a price
too high to be precise
bring me back from deja vu anxieties
fear the ending that I've built inside this brain
Cartoon Network will always be my favorite for the pure trauma venting, but Music... Music makes me cry every time I listen. I want to say both are my favorite, but Bandcamp sucks ass lol danijayy
The NYC-based ”East Asian cyber-metal” group explore musical combinations with a full-throated earnestness that bears fruit in bursts of creativity. Bandcamp Album of the Day May 2, 2023
Harsh R's latest moves away from heavy, noisy industrial post-punk and into darkly melodic synth-pop with textural production. Bandcamp New & Notable Feb 14, 2023